11 May 2011
It has been some time since i have wrote on my blog...I haven even finish blogging my easter europe trip!
Today, just want to say about my feeling n thoughts!...hmmm..I have already been here for some time...ever since school started....life become a LITTLE boring..haha..I feel that I also lost connection with some of my friends..why? In march, due to german intensiv course, my life is sooo busy yet I feel very happy despite all the upheavals here and there and most importantly, I am very close to my friends, we laugh almost everyday...we cook everyday too! we practically spent the day tgt and enjoy and talks alot!! But now..whenever we meet up because we have things to discuss, it is unlike in the past..we meet up for a purpose...hmmm...nothing bad about it just that I feel lonely here..time seems to be plentiful..when friends are not with u...
But i know I should not complain...my life here is not NOT gd..haha..i can enjoy the time here in Europe..hmm..but I feel lost? perhaps... there is not much things I can do here...life is simple here..I miss my activities filled life...when I am alone for too long...I tend to think alot and think too much..I guess...
I really feel like having a long chat with my friends...mayb just to get the sense of boredom and "lost" away from my chest!
Simple life gd? or not so gd?
N my friend wl, hmmm...I feel that both of us are so close yet so far..we r beginning to drift apart...not physically, we saw each other often..but I feel that I am not sure what she is thinking inside her head and she fills up her life with her own stuff..while....my life looks empty...there is nothing inside except for lesson mayb?
trust me. i can totally feel you. today wanted to write abt something lk this on my blog de. but gave up the idea. hahaha. i need someone close to me that i can talk to. and i wan it to be face to face. cos sometimes, i just dunno wad i wanna tok abt. and its only close frens that can feel wad u are trying to get at. =(((( thing is, nthing is wrong here. but something somehow is not right oso. hhahahaha. =(
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