3 April 2011
Life is gd in Stuttgart....however i feel something is missing or lacking...sense of lost i guess..i don noe what is happening in sg...i realize i cannot stay alone for too long...i must be either studying or be with my friends all the time..otherwise i start thinking alot...
My friends r gd n really nice pple...hmmm...but i still do not dare 2 impose on them..sometimes I cannot just say what i like or if I have problems..i don really wan 2 disturb them or impose them with my problems.. One of my friends is thinking of driving to Amsterdam...I am the only the one that cannot drive..hmmm i feel bad that i cannot drive...I realize that I don really wan 2 owe them anything...tt y i don noe whether i shld gg anot...because i cannot contribute anything to the trip..i just hitched onto the ride without contributing anything...i feel bad abt it...haiz...
Today...internet is not working in the morning..nothing seems to b gg well today...i went 2 WL place to use internet..i feel bad abt it too..hmmm i feel tt i hav 2 impose on her...not sure whether she likes it anot..mayb she does not wan me 2 be at her place in her absence..but she don noe hw 2 reject me tt y...i feel soo thick skinned!....haiz stil gt test 2 study..arghhh!
But stil I shld not complain cause worse things can happen...keep a peaceful mind..life is gd here what more can I ask for..I shouldn't be complaining and hw can everything b perfect rite...?
You can entertain them on the trip! There are many other ways of contributing to the trip other than being able to drive. And yes nothing is perfect. But dont worry cos God's grace is sufficient and His power is made perfect in your weakness. Draw strength from God when the going gets tough!
ReplyDeleteJia you!! and make the best out of your SEP experience.
P.S : this is the second time im typing this. First time dint get through...lol