Wednesday, August 3, 2011

last night and last time....

3 august 2011

i am here now in mohringen, my japanese friend dorm...it is really gd to have friends to accompany me than staying alone....

I am always a loner, i can be alone and i always thought i can survive alone, be happy in my own little world, spent my time day dreaming...BUt now!!...things have change!! I don like to be alone anymore..i prefer company!

I am so glad that i constantly have my friends beside me, regardless... five months can change many things....i am worried that missing these 5 months when i am in sg will make me sad....no matter how i cannot bear to leave...

oh ya, lirong called through skype tonight!! haha..i never expect to hear from her after sending her off yesterday at stuttgart airport! listening to her voice brings back fond memories...mayb i should be more positive and embrace changes rather than keep clinging to the good old past....one must always look forward right?

hopefully i can do it!......haiz....still feeling sad...no matter how i try 2 cheer up..how?!

Final last day here...

3 August 2011

Today is my final last day here in germany, stuttgart! I seriously cannot imagine how time zoom past just like that! My heart is feeling really "heavy" these days...i tried to cherish every single day of my life here...but time just simply refuse to stop just for a moment for me to revive my day!

Leaving is inevitable, that i know...my friend once said, he rather he feels sad than to have no feeling..that is very true though..at least i know my this SEP trip is something so worthwhile that leaving it makes me sad!

I really have the best time in my life here..and I will like to thank all my beloved friends here on sep and people who i get to know here (even though your may not see this blog..haha!)
Words are simply not enough to express the turmoil that is inside me..blogging today is just to remind myself that this is the last day i will blog here in Stuttgart...sad SAD...

I hope life will be better when i am back in sg! Hopefully, really hopeful....