develop feelings....

27 July 2011

I went to develop feelings today!! haha...sound funny right?! actually i went to develop photos..and after looking at all the photos, overwhelm by emotions!! Looking at all these photos bring back memories..that make me emo!

So fast! 5 months is gg to pass soon, and i will be gg back to sg next week! I seriously cannot imagine it! I cannot describe the sadness..i did not realise i will feel this much of sadness..
something so coincidentally is that, i decided to give my friends here a small small gift, which is to develop photos and then write something at the back...exactly the same as what laoda did to her colleagues! haha..no wonder we r sooo similar in many ways!

I also don like to be alone these days..feeling emo always..mayb it is because i am leaving stuttgart soon...even blogging is also tiring and depressing for me =(

there r just sooo many things inside me that i wanted to say, but cannot say...or mayb some things r meant to be kept silent 4ever!

Don't know what to say...

26July 2011

There are simply too many thoughts on my mind, too much overwhelming emotions..that i simply cannot pen my thoughts in words...emotions are running high, as though on a roller coaster ride...nights are spent thinking n thinking...not that I want...help? do I need help?!

Listening to NDP songs

11 July 2011

Listening to NDP songs makes me feel emo....part of me cannot bear to leave stuttgart, the other part of me misses Singapore (my home)....

Human are sooo complex.....I am not even sure what I want! ~ I don't want any changes, I am afraid things change when I am back in sg...but I guess good things never last 4ever right? No matter how tired one is, one will eventually wake up...one can't just dream forever right? Things will always change whether one likes it or not...

So now, I only hope to enjoy and savour and cherish every moment of my life here...will the memories hurts whenever I look at the photos? ~ I don't know....hmmm..

The unlucky day ~ women world cup

5 july 2011

The first post of the month ~ n i am gg write my most unlucky day...

on this day, it is supposed to be a happy day! because i am going to watch FIFA women world cup LIVE!!! then something such as this has to happen!

I bought a drink and put the drink in my bag..then the next moment I knew, the bottle leaks and the ICE tee filled my bag, all my electronic stuffs ~ IPHONE, CAMERA and MP3 all spoil!

My camera is new!! I am going london soon, and it has to spoil at this point of time!! OMG, and my beloved iphone!! ~ my iphone is spoilt! I am sooooo sooooo upset n my heart hurts! Life without iphone ~ imagine it! worse, i sign a data plan contract here in germany, and now i am paying that amount, but i cannot use internet!

I totally have no mood to watch the match at all! I cannot feel anything ~ numb! A wasted trip......no mood to enjoy and no mood to take pictures of the beautiful stadium also!

N, it is quite funny, one german guy came to me and put a hat on my head and then walks off....so the pic u see on fb with me n the hat ~ that is the origin of how the hat came about!

Oh and I managed to take pic with a japanese football star! ~ I did not who he is, but since many people r taking pic with him, i decided to follow suit as well! ~ a cute guy though!

Luckily, by now, my camera n mp3 recovers but my iphone ~ is still in "critical" condition!

But I am quite lucky, i guess, just nice wl is going to hamburg with her malaysian friends, and one of her friends even book an appt with the "doctor" in the iphone shop in hamburg to "diagnose" n see if there r any possible "treatment" for my iphone! ~ omg, i never even see her this friend before and he is sooo helpful, even call and help me book an appointment!

Some people r just soo nice beyond imagination! ~ I am really glad at least there is a window open for me even when all doors are closed!

Hopefully my iphone still can work! ~~ I really hope it will turn out fine!

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